Sykoticstalker27

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! The hissing sound of spraying fills my ears And the smell of “Lil' Princess” Hair Spray Makes me choke and gag as it has for years But Mommy's  painfully tight grip stops me from squirming away Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Next comes the spray of fake tan, covering my legs and arms While delicate porcelain squares hide my missing baby teeth And still Mommy adds more gems, jewels and charms Until the girl I see in the mirror looks nothing like the real me Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! A warning from Mommy this time- be quiet and stay in place! While her hand gently zips up the sparkling dress, Mindful of a thousand pink s

Mom, Do I have to say How sorry I am? I know that this hurt you Though that wasn't the plan I was going to be strong I was going to go on... Please tell Cam, The blame is my own He was the perfect big brother I only wish That I had told him so I had always thought That I'd make it in the end Guess I was wrong All over again Mom, it's not your fault So please don't think it is And one more thing Tell dad... That the baby was his

I turned my back on the harsh glare of headlights behind me. A horn blared in the distance, and I flinched slightly at the grating sound. Damn cars think they own the whole highway. I sighed and brushed back a stray strand of ruffled black hair away from my face. It had been a long night and my chest burned from too-deeply inhaling the cold January night air. In a futile attempt at warmth, I drew my thin black jacket tighter around myself and crossed my arms over my chest. And for a moment, I almost felt warm. My breath formed white, smoke-like puffs ahead of me. As I walked by it, my dark eyes were unconsciously drawn to the graffiti-

A familiar picture, slightly worn With curling edges and corners torn In the center, a flowery dress and giant grin Tightly clutching a favorite stuffed friend But the flow of space and time Has turned soft blond curls To thin red lines And the grin has now faded slightly Just too hard To be so completely happy And though a casual observer would have missed it Baby blues have darkened and become distant Black rings shad the eyes And take place of goofy smiles Just polite contentment To replace a child's innocence

A is for the Alligators that will quickly tear you to shreds B is for the Boogieman that hides Beneath your Bed C is for the Chilling laughter from your friendly neighborhood psychopath D is for slowly Drowning the next time you take a bath E is for Exciting and Exhilarating Electrocution F is for Flame-throwers, which are always lots of Fun G is for the Girl that seduces you before stabbing you in the Gut H is for the Hell you go through when she makes that first slow cut I is for the Icepick that so easily pierces the delicate skin J is for Jabbing you with the blade over and over and again K is for Killing, the greatest thrill of

Damned to wallow in eternal darkness Abandoned and forgotten by a mother so heartless I hid myself away to escape a world so cruel and shallow My face hidden from even a candle's soft glow And then, I met an angel, for what else could she be? An angel with bright eyes and a heart full of purity Her voice awoke the light inside Brought to life a part of me that I thought had died In the shadows I watched her every move I taught her to sing and watched her improve The fools of my opera could only watch in awe Her voice even more beautiful than that of our famous Carlotta She sang beautifully to a full house that night On stage she

Ring around the rosies Pockets full of posies Ashes, ashes We all fall Down! The battle is starting, and you stand in place Careful not to let fear show on your face And while the winners shall take the crown In the end we all fall down Ring around the rosies... Nothing lasts through all of time There's no unsolved riddle or unsaid rhyme And though we've remained faithful through it all In the end, we all must fall Pockets full of posies... We wear masks to cover the shame And desperately search for others to take the blame And though you dress just like a doll One day too you shall fall Ashes, ashes... Your angry words jus

When will the world realize that things aren't always the way they seem? Don't they notice that outside I smile while inside I scream? Why must the world be so blind? Or do they just not look, too afraid of what they'll find? Can they not see these bruises in the shape of his hands? Or how unnaturally submissive I am to his demands? Are they so deaf that they don't hear the shouting? Can't they see that my self-confidence has been mutilated into self-doubting? How can my friends not see the blood on my lips? How can my family not notice the dark possessiveness of his kiss? Will no one detect the meaning of way he holds me? How it im

We've all said things that we didn't mean Never realizing that words can make others crumble to their knees So easily we disregard the tears that mar another's face And they are too easily overwhelmed by the pain beneath the surface Words hold more power than you know And we all reap what we sow Late at night I still hear her mother's sobbing screams I still see that tear stained face in my dreams I never meant to be so cruel I wanted to fit in; I was such a fool I still remember hearing about her death How the news took away my breath It felt as the world had dropped out from under me And the ones I worked so hard to impress jus

Hush little baby, don't say a word Ignore the all the cruel things that you've heard Children can be so cold When you aren't a part of their sacred fold Hush little one, please don't cry I know it hurts you when your parents lie   When they say "I love you so"   But the phone rings and it's time to go Once again you're all alone   They don't care, you've always known But please don't scream, my precious one Take the knife and don't give them a chance to run Make them hurt instead of you They will be the ones who scream when you're through Tie them down so they can never leave Make them pay for leaving you alone on Christmas Eve