

Aborted RegretsIt was supposed to be just that- an it, a thing.Aborted Regrets
It wasn't supposed to be a he; he wasn't supposed to have my boyfriend's dark hair or my crooked pinkies or my father's flat nose.
He was just supposed to be an it, a thing, a clump of cells....He wasn't supposed to look so much like a child- like my child would.
As I placed my hands over my newly flattened stomach, I felt emptier than I thought I would.
I looked towards the doctor, he smiled at me, warm and sympathetic.
"I'm sorry, I just couldn't..." The words spilled from my mouth without conscious thought despite the fact that


Personal Barbie-dollShhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!Personal Barbie-doll
The hissing sound of spraying fills my ears And the smell of Lil' Princess Hair Spray Makes me choke and gag as it has for years But Mommy's painfully tight grip stops me from squirming away
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Next comes the spray of fake tan, covering my legs and arms While delicate porcelain squares hide my missing baby teeth And still Mommy adds more gems, jewels and charms Until the girl I see in the mirror looks nothing like the real me
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
A warning from Mommy this time- be quiet a


Word PlayI choose your lovelyWord Play
Naughty lips
and yield to the taste
of pleasure.


Suicide NoteMom, Do I have to say How sorry I am? I know that this hurt you Though that wasn't the planSuicide Note
I was going to be strong I was going to go on...
Please tell Cam,
The blame is my own He was the perfect big brother I only wish That I had told him so
I had always thought That I'd make it in the end Guess I was wrong All over again
Mom, it's not your fault So please don't think it is And one more thing Tell dad... That the baby was his
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KEEP THE PENCIL HAND STRONG
1314 OUT
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comeback to me plz . i wantz you
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~ Yume ~
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"What was sleep, after all, but the process by which we dumped our insanity into a dark subconscious pit and came out on the other side ready to eat cereal instead of the neighbor's children?" - Dexter
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Nana: I tried to make regular Cheerios into Honey Nut Cheerios by adding honey. ...Cereal doesn't work that way.
Nezzi: You're an idiot.
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"What was sleep, after all, but the process by which we dumped our insanity into a dark subconscious pit and came out on the other side ready to eat cereal instead of the neighbor's children?" - Dexter
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"What was sleep, after all, but the process by which we dumped our insanity into a dark subconscious pit and came out on the other side ready to eat cereal instead of the neighbor's children?" - Dexter
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"What was sleep, after all, but the process by which we dumped our insanity into a dark subconscious pit and came out on the other side ready to eat cereal instead of the neighbor's children?" - Dexter
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